1. wake up early for school
2. i’m a million emotions but i gotta fake being happy like i’ve been doing for weeks.
3. dying taking my finals
4. come home seeing my aunt crying
5. she tells me she has cancer.
6. two hours later my mom comes home from work
7. she tells me our friend has cancer.
8. breathe.
9. go to gymnastics practice putting everything behind
10. get out of practice, see my ex say i love you to his girlfriend.
11. sit in my car and have a breakdown about everything.
12. drive all the way home hysterically crying.
13. wipe off the tears go in the house, go to my room, and stay there.

in conclusion, fuck cancer and fuck my ex.

that was my lovely day.